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It has been forever since I last sat down and made the attempt to update here. Part of the reason comes from being so busy in soccer, for the first two weeks we had practices 3 times a day. Now that school has started we are down to one practice a day. That truthfully doesn't leave much time for anything else. In fact, I have a huge load of laundry waiting to be done that can prove it, and lots of homework. Unfortunately, I have to work today so that will all have to wait until afterwards.

Unfortunately I have seemed to lost focus on my life change. I have eaten like complete crap these past few weeks and the scale can reflect that. I cannot give an excuse as to why I've lost focus, but I know that today is a new day and a perfect day to jump right back on the wagon. I really need to work on my mindless eating and better track my consumption and activity level. I basically didn't do that at all for the past few weeks.

I've gotten compliments though---people actually see that I've lost weight. I guess that's what happens when you don't see people for three months. But I still have more to lose. My goal of 155 is close, so close I can almost grasp it. My deadline is a couple months off though. Still, I would like to reach and surpass my goal before my 21st birthday. It would be great. But all the wishing in the world won't make it come true---it takes determination and hard work. It takes control. I can be in control, I am in control.